The Blue Bus
Editorship of Lyrikline!
Reading at the New Gallery Peckham
I decided to read some Taxidermy poems, about dead animals, rather than the piece in the Aspidistra magazine that was being launched. It was a lovely evening, my friend Chris Page came to keep me company as I knew no one in the room aside from the magazine editor, Bella, who did an amazing job. This was the first time I had ever been to Peckham, I think. It was nicer than most people's first visit to Peckham.
Backstage at the Wigmore hall
I got to be the only poet to ever perform during the Voiceworks project (normally the poets write and the singers sing, but this time the composer had me reading as well as the singers singing) and so I got to hang out in the performers dressing room awaiting the final performance at WIgmore hall. It was a once in a lifetime experience, to be in a dressing room that only classical singers get to inhabit, being a poet. The status of the Wigmore hall to the singers and musicians was clear and the atmosphere backstage was utterly unique and captivating to me, as it was completely alien to anything I had done before.
My status as a visitor, a tourist, is what made it feel like a holiday. I watched a lot. Lucy hums the same buzzing insect lullaby for hours to warm up, she is going to the Algarve mountains with friends soon after this, hoping not to be butchered in the Portuguese hills. She has a golf club for protection. Vocalisation exercises and instrument warm ups mean nothing can be heard. Everyone is so nervous. No one is close to cracking at all though. A girl has a huge red flower on the strap of his burgundy dress. It is gross but fitting. She has a tiny waist.
There was a last minute panic before we exited onto the stage, the stopwatch is forgotten. Lucy goes mad, Hadleigh is smiling at this. Lucy leaps to the top of the stairs shouting Pete, over and again. She returns laughing a little bit. We are opening the evening. Maybe 100 or more people await but the place seems smaller than I had imagined.
We return back to the dressing room, all has gone well and I can truly relax and enjoy the others fear. A singer smells so nice as she brushes past me, it disturbs. Two female violinists help each other with zipping. I’ve never studied at a music school but in the dressing room I miss my brief visits to the Guildhall this year.
They ask us to tidy up after ourselves, to leave no trace of our being there, as professionally famous musicians are following us in for a performance later in the evening. Half full imposition, no one minds.Everyone still saying how do you feel, it went ok, ok. I take pictures to document the experience but they are poor quality. I don’t belong in the room, as a poet. It has something to do with discipline. I have little of that compared to them.
Voiceworks performance videos
» Maintenant #61: Marcus Slease
» Maintenant #60: Luljeta Lleshanaku
News for May
http://manchesterlitlist.blogspot.com/2011/04/s-j-fowler-book-launch.html
http://www.3ammagazine.com/3am/a-grimoire-for-a-haunted-river-city-sj-fowler/
http://londonpoetry.wordpress.com/2011/04/19/tuesday-19th-april/
http://londonist.com/2011/04/book-grocer-13-19-april.php
http://snipe.at/books/the-week-in-books-concrete-experimental-poets-to-the-king-james-bible
http://off-press.org/main/off-news/red-museum-at-the-blue-bus/
http://www.little.writer.org/Page.aspx?pid=756
Fighting Cocks - the beginnings of a collaboration with RDG Thomas
Fighting Cocks
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they are trying to break you
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you are like a plastic bag blowing in the wind
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until I get caught on you, you big barbed wire fence. Together we are urban pollution
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you pollute me with your magic. Where did you learn such devilment?
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I am a gigantic dark vessel, those who embark will not regret
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I heed your warning. I take note of both size and colour. There are Jurassic park-esque tremors in my gallery. Is that you, travelling?
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I travel through concrete like a worm, like the popular film tremors. I’m never far from the action.
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All teenage French girls have good quality cameras to record their blossoming sexuality. It will in fact document their deflowering.
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As you spread the young French girls legs you should bellow “Agincourt” at their soon to be taken flower!
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It is not I who will work the foliage. It is thou! Worm devourer, I hold them as sacrifice for your bored worming revelation
Writers Forum
Saturday 12th February, 4 - 6pm (arrive at 3.30pm)
Saturday 12th March, 4 - 6pm (arrive at 3.30pm)
Please note, to avoid confusion, this is Writers Forum - new series, not Writers Forum run by Lawrence Upton
William IV, 7 Shepherdess Walk, London N1 7QE
Admission is free
Five poems for Deakin University Journal - Windmills
These five poems are to appear in Windmills Issue #5, thanks to Alyson Miller at Deakin University who publish the journal from Australia. They are part of a series I have been working on the theme of the Natural History Taxidermy museum in Tring
http://www.deakin.edu.au/arts-ed/communication/literary/words-at-deakin/
(Allenopithecus nigroviridis)
the Allen's Swamp Monkey
I wet my bed
I made not my father proud
even my mother would wince
when I tried to swing
from tree to tree
I have only known alone
now is no different
that is why I killed that child
pulled its arms off
I did that okay, didn’t I?
I’ll drink your blood
as though it were wine
the policeman is my uncle
dance around your own bones
dig your own monkey grave
(Steggr)
the Stag
a rattle whittled from an antler
the animal had fallen by the
dead of starvation
the brown needle nittle
could be hewn or settled
with string or gut from the same carcass
instead it was placed point-first
beneath the fingernail of Ivan
and edged beneath
tick by tick
until he shared his secret
of fainted from the pain
we learned which herbs were poison
which rivers ran north
we learned the lathe of magnetism
and salves
made of mud and roots rotting
put to use as glue
to replace a fingernail, severed
now black in water’s blue
(Galago)
the Bush Baby
read my report
I am unafraid
we both know fear of death
controls you and not I
accusations of financial impropriety
reflect more succinctly
your desperation
than my bad book-keeping
I live where you visit
and in that space I thrive
treeless
glass lines the floor
here I have children with myself
(Aries Ovis)
the Ram
it is not unfortunate
that I am associated with lust
paramound
is shamelessness
in the steady cold
protrusions become intrusions
and then, suddenly
progeny are legion
then they become forgetful
of the sack, the funk
Vico knew Cyprus
as the Templars knew Malta
he spoke of corpse
as others speak of ‘sleep’
and I listen still
and rut
(Apteryx)
the Kiwi bird
I once had work
I repaired Cacti
using cotton
should thirst hack
from a flower its time
depriving it of it’s corded
bee
they would call me
I would gut the fruit
pickle its inner walls
a fix it an exoskeleton
of teeth and chickenwire
and brim it with tumblecotton
then I would sell it at markets
to pilgrims and lost lovers
a possession
for the dispossessed
of all but the forlorniest of hopes
as I am now
Sound poem - Konrad Lorenz - in Gulper Eel
Gulper Eel is a beautiful publication, thanks to Harriet Lye for putting some sound work in at the end of June. The text is lifted from Konrad Lorenz's musings on goslings in his King Solomon's ring. I have a copy from 1954, with an illustrated jacket and illustrations of the animals running throughout.
http://gulpereel.net/frontpage/?p=1031
new work in Catapult to Mars
Thanks to Gordon Mason, catapult to mars is rapidly becoming one of my favourite poetry blogs for exciting work, the work by Felino Soriano and Jamie Sutcliffe especially worth checking out
a new concrete online, thanks to Catherine Bennett who is putting together the visual poetry mail art exhibit
Samuel Twardowski
then, flying from the town
that stupid child, dimpled with deep renown
came to a river banked by graceful trees
he chose a myrtle from among all these
and hanged himself. the branch above him bent
the rich cord tightened. Gold haired and innocent
his head bobbed heavy as a poppy pod
Ramon Buenaventura
leave my corpse
to whomever wishes to burn it:
make an end
to the life we’ve made
warm my memory
and die gracefully
when you wish to
youth, in some way
redeems mediocrity
in the United states importance is only granted to best selling writers (the rest are part of an indispensable mudhole over which statues are erected). As for the french, all french writers are important. In England there are no writers of any importance to anyone: letters keep a safe distance away from the pub. In spain, before discussing weighty matters, it would be a good idea to explain to the people what a writer is. Above all to the professors, and the fleshy critics.
Takis Papatsonis
before the advent
I feel myself to be a man disgraced
great shall his reward be who without hesitation admits
the likelihood of error in every day of his existence
more wretched than the wretched hour is to measure it.
let is pass by unmeasured
and, if you find this at all possible, without leaving its traces.
William Hazlitt
to think ill of mankind, and not wish ill to them, is perhaps the highest wisdom
those who are the most distrustful of themselves, are the most envious of others; as the most weak and cowardly are the most revengeful
Marina Tsvetayeva
they blow themselves up with pettiness
as if they were swaying with drink
for such gentlemen what
is the sunset or the sunrise?
They swallow emptiness,
these readers of newspapers
Look, friends much
stronger than in these lines, do
I think this, when with
a manuscript in hand
I stand before the face
there is no emptier place
than before the absent
face of an editor of news
papers’ evil filth